Reblog if you are one of those few people who hates their mother.
Turns out I hate my mother.
you such an horrible mother, I can’t love you anymore.
I swear my mom always says something negative about me and acts like everything is okay, but it’s really not…
i can honestly say i wish i was never born.
I have gone through a lot in my life.. you would think that would bring me and my mom closer though considering it effected us both. No, it didnt we are actually distant and have a horrible relationship.
Pretty much my childhood was ruined because of this bitch and so have my teenage years. I…
” Sometimes I do feel so alone
but it’s the truth I must condone
am I feeling hurt and neglect ?
is it my heart I must protect ?
dont know if I am mentally in pain
with this feeling of disdain
think I might be going Insane
feeling theres no hope for me to gain
it could be you that i might share
a feeling i just can not bear
if I dont have you
then what am i to do ?
shall I go or should i fight
for what is mine by right
but could this all be in my mind?
a false idea in a bind
where the mind can deceive the heart
In a way that tears me apart
forcing me to look up and pray
just so that i can say
dear lord can you help me
to see what you see
give me the strength and the power
to stand tall so I don’t cower
help me not give into my weakness
fix my mind so theres no bleakness
pls help me to learn to forgive
and to love the life I live
open my eyes to see hes being good
& to fall into temptations he never would
that he will always be faithful
and for that ill be eternally grateful
cuz at times I let my mind get the best of me
but with your guidance you can help to see
that the man that is always by side
will forever be my joy and pride
and when im all done giving my praise
I promise to remember my blessing are days”
A poem for you
"I mean it all feels so right
yet something ain’t the same
you dont hold me as tight
& its how you say my name
I don’t want to grow apart
because I love you with all my heart
but something’s gotta change
just know there’s no one else
but I feel better by myself
I need to learn to love me
before there can ever be a we
my past has messed with my mind
so inner peace is what I have to find
Its obvious i have issues with trust
so what I gotta do is a must
because I never want to hurt you
& it’s unfair what you go through
I don’t want anything to regret
but I am grateful that we met
hopefully one day youll see
that I did think we we’re meant to be but some people last only for a season
there really is no reason
I’m sorry we weren’t the ones to last
I really want to blame it on the past
but I know the problem is me
I just hope one day you’ll look back & see…”